I decided to delete my boyfriend bitchfest blog. (Say that three times fast..I'll wait)
It was pointless and didn't make me feel better at all. What DOES make me feel better is taking out my resentment directly on him. I tried to find the comedy in the relationship but the only thing I could come up with is what a dolt I was for hanging around so long and complaining but not doing anything about it.
Quite frankly, it is no fun abusing myself for being a total idiot, being nasty instead of walking away and trusting someone with a history of being untrustworthy.
I think I'll stick to abusing SCM. He knows I do and actually laughs about it. Imagine someone being so appreciative that after what he put me through, I still care about him.
What a concept!
On a happier note, I found this site and it totally cracked me up this afternoon. Enjoy.
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Sounds like a healthy choice...If it's not therapeutic why continue, right?
Thanks for the link. I've never seen that before and it is cracking me up!
You sound so much more at peace about it, and I am glad. Enjoy torturing SCM. We all have to get joy out of life somehow, right?
I felt the same way with some of my posts. Now that I got it out of my system, I feel a lot better about myself. Sometimes, revisiting things just opens new wounds. I'm quite sure you will have enough comedy with SCM.
The link didn't work fo me...story of my life.
But what ever choice you make, Chris, just know that I will be here for you.
Wait...stop running and screaming. It was a joke...honest. I don't give a shit what you do. Just stop screamign and pulling your hair. Okay, okay, I'll leave. Damn!
chris...so NOW i know why it wasnt there today! ...ya know, it probably was a worthless blog anyway...everything you say there can be said here...you know, it'll be like tossing a handful of random spices in for our non-discriminating tastes!
Wow. I come here expecting more bitchiness. Totally floored me. Glad you have SCM to kick around. If he manages to quit smoking are you going to have to rename him?
Well seeing that he is failing the quitting smoking project, it isn't an issue as of yet. He is sooo proud he cut down to a pack a day.
I need to get another life insurance policy on him. One that doesn't do a medical screening. :-)
LOVE the 'people of walmart' site...always a good laugh. I also love the word 'dolt', it makes me happy when people use it. :)
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