This morning I got this email. Short and to the point..
YOU LOVE ME NOT.
I NEVER HEAR FROM YOU ANYMORE.......
So this good friend just wanted to inform me that I suck. Okay..noted.
But in my defense, NO ONE hears from me anymore so I think she should just chill the fuck out..
or take the hint.
I do not want to be heard from. I simply want to be left alone. Why is it that people think you need to be "cured" of that? As if reading a book or listening to an ipod without interruption is somehow a very sad thing that must be rectified immediate before life ends as we know it?
How does one respond to an email such as this? Errrrr...
I do kinda love you but don't want to actually have to hang out with you which is what a call would lead to?
Set up a lunch that I will either cancel at the last minute or go to, nod, smile and laugh at the right moments to get me off the hook for another month or so?
I am just not in the mood for people. I am in the mood to garden and remove waxy buildup. I am in the mood to take some long walks with the dogs and play Bejeweled on line.
I am in the mood to make a quick dinner, do the dishes and crash...
But I am not in the mood to exchange social pleasantries with anyone under any circumstances!
Since I can't say that...you never know who you might need to borrow money from in the future, I guess I am going to have drinks tonight with a friend.